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Dare the Clouds to Drop You by Seriridescence Dare the Clouds to Drop You :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 2 0 Mother's Day Carnation by Seriridescence Mother's Day Carnation :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 2 0 Red Maples in Our Hands by Seriridescence Red Maples in Our Hands :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 1 0 Baby Shrooms by Seriridescence Baby Shrooms :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 3 0 Animal Crossing - Yellowstone Nationa Park by Seriridescence Animal Crossing - Yellowstone Nationa Park :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 4 2 Montana Sunrise by Seriridescence Montana Sunrise :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 5 0 Typeface Poster by Seriridescence Typeface Poster :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 0 0 Logo Study in AI by Seriridescence Logo Study in AI :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 0 0 Grand Canyon of Yellowstone National Park by Seriridescence Grand Canyon of Yellowstone National Park :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 4 0 Rumpelstiltskin - Goblin by Seriridescence Rumpelstiltskin - Goblin :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 0 0 Psychotic Features by Seriridescence Psychotic Features :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 1 5 Grinning Pears by Seriridescence Grinning Pears :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 3 0 Bacteria Mat by Seriridescence Bacteria Mat :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 0 0 Marbled Waters by Seriridescence Marbled Waters :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 5 0 Shapes in Illustrator: Face Project by Seriridescence Shapes in Illustrator: Face Project :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 1 0 Believe In Green: Vote Steve 2016 by Seriridescence Believe In Green: Vote Steve 2016 :iconseriridescence:Seriridescence 0 0

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clouds and whatnot by nephrosoupp clouds and whatnot :iconnephrosoupp:nephrosoupp 56 6 Warm Ambience by Kitteh-Pawz Warm Ambience :iconkitteh-pawz:Kitteh-Pawz 77 10 (PokeRequest) I Messed Up Bad On This. Trainer Ash by MatthewandKatlayn (PokeRequest) I Messed Up Bad On This. Trainer Ash :iconmatthewandkatlayn:MatthewandKatlayn 119 14 Archie by Alannah-Hawker Archie :iconalannah-hawker:Alannah-Hawker 172 43 BOOM by AleckJo BOOM :iconaleckjo:AleckJo 155 21 Once Upon a Time by wb-skinner Once Upon a Time :iconwb-skinner:wb-skinner 171 26 April Showers by ShadowsGirl9 April Showers :iconshadowsgirl9:ShadowsGirl9 47 6 Self Care by DestinyBlue Self Care :icondestinyblue:DestinyBlue 5,585 208 ver.2 by KariLiimatainen ver.2 :iconkariliimatainen:KariLiimatainen 182 15 Seascape colors by KariLiimatainen Seascape colors :iconkariliimatainen:KariLiimatainen 296 25 Misty morning by KariLiimatainen Misty morning :iconkariliimatainen:KariLiimatainen 253 8 Hope by KariLiimatainen Hope :iconkariliimatainen:KariLiimatainen 236 25 Peaceful forest road by KariLiimatainen Peaceful forest road :iconkariliimatainen:KariLiimatainen 185 9 Golden drops - Strange world by AStoKo Golden drops - Strange world :iconastoko:AStoKo 2,459 289 Lisa can run over the water 01 by AStoKo Lisa can run over the water 01 :iconastoko:AStoKo 539 56 Abstract Rose 1 by AStoKo Abstract Rose 1 :iconastoko:AStoKo 1,325 101

Critiques


I very much enjoy how bright and happy this piece is. As a previous critiquer mentioned, the contrast between the navy blue of her blaz...


This photograph really does appear to be a memory within a dream. I almost wish I could pan the scene around it...The rich color within...

  • Listening to: Angus & Julia Stone - Pandora
I have friends, a decent amount -- but there are too many moments of interacting where I hush my thoughts because I want to avoid confrontation. I hate static, I don't know how to process anger. But I think that I owe it to myself not to actively cultivate friendships with people who's energy doesn't mesh with my own.

Of course people that once felt like home no longer do, life has swept them away -- but even so there were two or three who I felt at home with. I miss that, I crave that. I'd like to find that, but have little faith that I will again. I want to be angry with the people I subject myself to that make me want to be quiet, but I know it is my own doing. I simply have to stop seeking them out, these substitutions for home souls.

Which maybe isn't fair, because I have good friendships that I don't feel the need to silence myself in, but they are older folk I see a handful of times a year. I cherish those times I do. But part of me aches for someone my age who feels like home, someone who isn't my fiancee because that's a lot to put onto one person. Someone I can truly call best friend.

I think part of the problem is I put too much into that title, and would never be worthy of it myself. I can be a good friend, but I don't think I can be a best friend until I find someone who feels like home. Not to discredit myself or those I call friend, but they don't feel like home anymore.

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Serena Ruzbacki
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
~Last Updated February 2017~

Hiya there~! I enjoy photography, writing and many other varieties of art.

~//Aquarius. Believer of The Universe. Hopeful romantic. Somebody we used to know. Insane in the best and worst possible ways. Infinitely awestruck by intimate connections with wayward souls.\\~
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Oh my wow! I was just donated enough points to get a three month Core Membership and I am so excited and so very grateful~! Can't wait to make the most out of it ^_^

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KariLiimatainen Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the Star!
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Seriridescence Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome~!
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jhaspar Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2017
Love your gallery! :heart:
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Seriridescence Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you~! Reading this just made my morning :happybounce: 
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jhaspar Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017
Yaaay!
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paperplane0 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave and the llama^^
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Seriridescence Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're most welcome~!
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Viishart Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2017
thanks a bunch for the fav
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Seriridescence Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're most welcome!
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RAMWOC87 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! ^ ^
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